Mya Loni Tuaileva

This girl is the sweetest thing ever and she got cute cute cute pictures done and here is a little slideshow of some of them, click on the link below to see the cute slideshow of her pictures, it's so cute because the music goes perfect with her little personality! I love you MyaLoni!

http://dsportraits.blogspot.com/2009/07/children-garden-portraits-mya_23.html

Missing my Cy like crazy

So I haven't given picutres on what's been going on with Cy. The doctors won't release him yet so he's still in the children's hospital in Hawaii with fevers on and off :( I miss that kid so much I cry! I miss Loni and Collin too! They all just need to come home :( The grandparents have been awesome though. Mom was out there for about a week with them at the hospital, and then when she came home Connie (Collins mom) Went out there and was with them for about 4 days then she left and then Dad went to be with them and is there right now! I'm so thankful that mom dad and Connie have been able to fly out there at different times for moral support and so that Loni and Collin can relax some even though it's hard to. Here are some pictures of Cy, the ones of him walking are the best because after not walking for a week when they got him up to walk he said to Loni "mommy, my legs don't wort" HAHA He is so sweet!! So the next day they had a physical therapist come in help him get walking again so now his "legs wort" haha! He is the sweetest thing and is being so strong and has the sweetest spirit, the nurses just Love him. He's so polite, everytime the nurses come in and do some stuff to him he always says "Thank you" Please keep Loni, Collin and Cy in your prayers. And for those of you who have already had them in your prayers and thoughts thank you! Loni and Collin are very thankful! I love and miss them so much and hope they get to come home sooner than later!

Singing to the TV

Look at that sweet face

Holding his Blue

Finally got to eat: This is Friday June 5
Loni FINALLY got to hold her Cy this was also Friday :( I cried when she sent me this picture

Nama and Mommy walking with Cy
Papa, Mommy and Cy. Look how cute he is!!

Cy and Papa playing with his soccer ball!

My Sick Baby :(

Ohhhh where do I start? This has been a pretty tuff week!... Loni Collin and Cy left to Hawaii Saturday morning, Sunday night cy was very sick so they had to take him to the ER in Kauai'i he had a bad fever and was having struggles breathing. The doctors there diagnosed him with pneumonia, so they gave him some antibiotics to take to help him breathe better and feel better. Cy was strong and was himself for a day or 2 then Tuesday night he was having really bad breathing so they took him back into the hospital in Kauai'i, the nurses there said there isn't anymore they can do for him so they had to airlift Cy to the Childrens hospital on Oahu to get him stronger medication and Cy would get better care over there, and only one of Collin and Loni could go with him because the jet wasn't big enough for the both of them so Loni went with Cy by herself and Collin flew to Oahu the next morning to be with them, that would have been so hard for me. Wednesday they found out Cy was going to have to have surgery to drain all the liquid that was in his lungs and attacking his poor little lungs. So Wednesday Cy had his surgery and it was a great success, he's breathing better and can talk now but is still constantly coughing :( He's been such a brave boy and i'm so proud of him!! The nurses said they can't believe how good he is! He doesn't pull at any of the many tubes hooked to his body and doesn't try to take out any of the 3 IVs he has in him! He just lays there and watches TV and smiles and is just such a good boy!! Loni Collin and Cy have all been soldiers through all of this especially with loni being over 5 months pregnant, I miss them so much and wish they could come home but the nurses said Cy isn't allowed to travel home until he is FULLY RECOVERED! :( And were not positive when that will be. This has been so hard being away from him while he's been going through this because I love him like my own, he's my little boy!! So everyone just please pray for Loni Collin and Cy! :) Were so happy he's improving right now. Here are a lot of pictures of Cy throughout his sickness, when Loni sent me these they just broke my heart and I was in tears, he's the sweetest thing ever!

First trip to the hospital: Sunday Night

Monday or Tuesday, not sure which day they thought he was okay

But he wasn't :( Tuesday night before getting airlifted to Oahu

His carseat had to be strapped to the stretchboard :( He's so sweet!

Getting put into the jet to go to Oahu

On the jet to Oahu :( He's such a good boy! This is a heartbreaking picture :(
Arriving in Oahu at the Childrens Hospital

After his surgery trying to say "Cheese" For mommy

He says "Look at my fingo"

Laying there being a good boy watching TV!

Patriarchal Blessing

So I haven't blogged for a while or posted pictures but I will someday soon :) Just a little update... I had the wonderful opportunity to get my Patriarchal Blessing last night, it's such an amazing blessing that we get to receive! I couldn't be more happier with the blessing that I received, i'm such a lucky daughter of God! :) Especially with wonderful parents that have rasied me in our Gospel, my parents have always been such good supporters and have an unconditional love for each and every one of their EIGHT kids!! We are so lucky to have the parents we have! The preparation to get my Patriarchal Blessing was ALL WORTH IT!! I'm still in awe right now and can't wait to receive my hard copy and reread it! After a 24 hour of fasting after I received my blessing from our wonderful Patriarch President Uluave mom and dad took me to IHOP! :) It was AMAZING!! But everything tastes AMAZING after fasting right? Anyway, I can't be more thankful for this blessing that I have received and all of you out there that haven't received yours yet I HIGHLY recommend you start preparing NOW! :) I love you all!!

Eternal Happiness

One of my friends wrote me an amazing thing on eternal happiness next to current happiness and current pleasures. I feel that this was so cool/amazing that at that time I heard this because I think that we all concentrate so much and too much on our current pleasures when really what matter is to focus on our eternal goals and prepare for those rather than focusing too much on our current happines/pleasures. I can say that myself, am the worst at this, I catch myself focusing and concentrating on things that will make me happy at that certain second and time but it really does no good for me in my eternal goals catagory, which i'm going to get better at :) love you all and hope you learn as much out of this as I did!

"Images of future pleaseures have to be repeadetly refreshed in ones's mind in order to compete with current pleasures"

"-There stands two sides, eternal and current pleasures. Fulfilling eternal pleasures will get us that much closer to where we want to be in an eternal perspective, which grant us true happiness. On the other hand, putting those aside for our current pleasures give us but little happiness. Happiness that won't last forever. It also eliminates those eternal goals from being within our reach, leaving us without any knowledge of when we'll have access to them again. Now, even out the pros and cons and have assurance of what you want. Choose wisely what we truely want out of life, reevaluate ourselves. For the true promises lay within the life to come. Let us strive to gain eternal life, to be exhalted, a chance to be with him again, a life we've always wanted."

-Anon :)

LOULONI TUAILEVA HAYWARD!!

Okay... This is going to be a really long post and also is going to be added onto. But for a preview tomorrow is LouLoni Tuaileva Haywards Birthday and she will be turning 28! She does not look that old AT ALL or act that old. I feel like she's my age! HAHA! (That's a good thing sis) Loni is such a genuine, sweet person and i'm so lucky to have her as MY sister! She's very sensitive to others feelings and is always so happy! There's not a time I can remember where she's been in a bad mood... Maybe ONCE! When she's hungry and tired at the same time... RUN AWAY!! Loni is the best example of a mother! The way she is a mother to Cy is exactly what I hope to be as a mother someday! I love hanging out with Loni, me and her could seriously laugh at ANYTHING and others around us look at us like were stupid which makes us laugh even HARDER! haha! Loni knows my whole life story, I tell her every second of my life and she loves it and listens! This is just the beginning of this post because we haven't even had our party for her which is tomorrow at CHEESECAKE FACTORY! :) So i'll be putting up more pictures of Lonis Birthday celebration! I love you sis! Thanks for being the best friend and sister that you are!

To Be Continued......

VEGAS WITH HILL!

Yes, Hill and I TOOK OFF to Vegas randomly last weekend! HAHA but it turned out a FANTASTIC VACATION!! We had so much fun the short time we were there, we got there early Friday night and got ready and went out to the fountains and met some friends that live there in Vegas at the fountains and then just hung out on the strip and in the amazing BELLAGIO hotel with them, Saturday we got up and went to the pool, the pool at Jaymz place is so warm and was fun to swim and sit in the hot tub, then we went to lunch with Jojo which was so fun being with him and spending time with him because I hardly get to see him, we went to lunch at Caesars Palace and just walked around the little EXPENSIVE shops that none of us could afford anything out of, HAHA, then we went back to Jaymz and sat around and got ready to go to the CHER show Saturday night, after the CHER show we all just hung out at Jaymz place our last night there :( It was so fun having our little Princess Andelyn there at the same time we were there!! So here are some pictures of our ROUND:1 Vegas Trip, there are many more to come. Enjoy the many pictures :)

Paris Hotel

Daddy and Baby

Last night in Vegas :(

Hill and Gent, First night arrived

Caesars palace at lunch with Jojo

First night

My Beautiful AMAZING Fountains of Bellagio

As MANY of you know I LOVE the fountains of Bellagio and could really sit at them from START to END! They are SO PRETTY I cry! Yeah, pathetic, if any of you haven't been to them.... YOU'RE MISSING OUT!!! Vegas is SO EVIL in so many ways but SO BEAUTIFUL in other ways

Haha! Officer Twitchell

First Night in Vegas